U can if u want

I always remind myself not to think
I try very hard to forget
When I forced myself not to think
I think even more
I hate myself for being not persistent
I nearly can but suddenly something happen
Again, I FAIL
Maybe what that gal say is right
She will think of that person disadvantage
Make herself hate that person
I will learn from her from now onward
*although is kind of stupid way,I guess* ><
How good it is if I never know you
Or I should say don't approach to make friend with me
U make me sick
My feeling is been mess up
Maybe we should not know each other
Hope is given
At the same time,it is taken away like the lightning
That is cruel !

*From now on,I will escape from u.I wun let myself fall into it as I know it is impossible. Since that moment,I get what u mean & I know how to face u*