Bad moment

Everything seem not going well recently
-my new hp battery got problem
-pay extra money to buy lens as I broke it
-almost everyday headache & gastric

Why--why--why?
My friends say my face look pale & sick
I really got no *semangat* to do anything at all
I just keep sit there dreaming
Empty my mind so that I no need think anything
Many *xin shi*
That no one know
But it show on my face
I didn't know until i was told by frens
The most i worry one contribute to my gastric
Damn!
I got no idea
I feel tired with my life now
No one can cheer me up
I m just moody & emo recently
*idk why*
I m just like air where no one care my exist
Only my blog. I write for myself only.
I write out my heart