2010 & 2011

Last day of 2010. Treasure the last few hours of 2010~~ To me,2010 do have good & memorable memories. But of cause there is the time being down,sad,disappointed,..1o hrs more to reach 2011. Hope it will be a gorgeous,happy,lucky & successful year to everyone of my family, friends & Myself! May all our dreams come true & God bless us ♥ ♥ *received an early new year present?!*

Happy New Year!
Stay Happy & Healthy!

December II

Its Holiday!
*i should shout out loud as possible* rolf
I've been tied for one month due to final exam
Untied myself on 14 Dec! huuuu~~~~ XD
Holidays start till after Cny!
I should treasure & enjoy to MAX!~

X'mas is just around the corner!
I can smell it~~~
Hoping everyone will have a great X'mas
Waiting for my friends plan
& for sure will be different from last year
I had a nice one last year..:)))))

*Santa Claus is coming to town~~~~*

*OUTING*

Denise-my new fren
Ask me for outing
We went to Tarot for lunch & Spring
*again is Spring,,our city is so so pity that we can only hang out in there*
Hopefully we will have more & more shopping complexes,,,gahha

*Taken few pixies only*

December

* DECEMBER * - the last month of the year
What does it means then?!
X'mas is just around the corner! XD
How m I going to celebrate?
Mostly with my be-sties I guess
X'mas song is played all around esp shopping complexes
Luv it ~
But, final exam start on next mon
I just need to suffered for this two weeks
Hope I have a strong body
After that, I'm FREE! hurray~~
Start thinking what I going to do ady..XD

Random

Here comes November babies Birthday Bash!

Our classmates had an earlier celebration for Cindy's Birthday at Life Cafe@Jalan Song. Unfortunately Jasmine couldn't join us. Well,,everything just nice & enjoyable! Hope she enjoy it! Glad to know her dress fit her well as me & huili were worried if she can't fix it! XD *thumbs up for my prediction on size* heee~~~ Chocolate mint cake nice as well~ Felicia just love it!

*Some Pixies Taken*

~the bday gal @ Cindy~

~Birthday cake~

~Me@Cindy~

~Felicia@cute Cindy~

~Huili@Cindy~

~i guess everyone is very full~XD

~emo's group~

~Smile- cutex~ XDD

Celebrated Dine belated Birthday at Richmond on last Saturday due to her classes is on so she couldn't make it earlier. As usual,there is always second round. Where again?! *KADO* Everyone decided to have drink with the *frog-egg-shape* pearl ! Guess what?! Cm called and reserved! woot~ Too bad no picture taken.

Here comes third celebration! Celebrated Melissa's B'day yesterday. What a coincidence it was also Ivy's Birthday. End up both of them celebrated together in Causeway Bay@Jalan Song as is Halal. Is a big bunch of us,talking,chatting,laughing as usual...I'm late as went to airport pick my family.

I guess another celebration is coming up this month end. Norman's B'day! Happy Birthday to Jj & Ken too~~ All the best to the November babies! May God bless euu all~

This week run clinic for 2 times! what an unlucky week it is...Damn gastric n eyes lid infection!Zzzz....I got lots present from mum them from sg! Thanks! Credit for both of u...Seriously,,i need slim down. I gain a lot of weight but Idk y....I didn't eat a lot but eat as usual yet gain super fast ! Nightmare-back to f5 time when I was most fat! gosh~

Get Out

I m happy instead of sad
I admire instead of envy
I really get out from it
Finally I put down things that I wish for long time
As is impossible
I'm awake!
Is not too late XD
Finally u make it clear
I really get what u mean
I wont be stupid silly anymore
Maybe that is the way u talk to everyone
U might get into trouble one day
Anyway,that is out of my control
Life is full of challenge & obstacles
What we wish for will never be granted easily
*Age is the matter that count*

Trying my best

She told me not to keep it in heart. Say it out here or talk to anyone I want. I hope no one will read it as I just want to say it out. Is sick to keep it in my heart. I try,I did as I promised. But I fail again. I will not give up easily,try until I succeed! They believe I can. All I need is just time to heal my worn. Time is the best thing and is the only resolution. When I force myself not to think of u, I think even more. Why I just cant listen anything about u?! When I can start slowly forget the thing there is someone say about u again. Make me fail. Damn me! U shouldn't know me at first as u making me suffered then. I hate u! That is fate! Challenge for me, we cant do anything. Don't be surprise if I m cold to u when meet u around. I cant be friend with u anymore not that I don't want.
All I can say, nowadays mostly guys know a girl by appearance. How sad is it..........................

U can if u want

I always remind myself not to think
I try very hard to forget
When I forced myself not to think
I think even more
I hate myself for being not persistent
I nearly can but suddenly something happen
Again, I FAIL
Maybe what that gal say is right
She will think of that person disadvantage
Make herself hate that person
I will learn from her from now onward
*although is kind of stupid way,I guess* ><
How good it is if I never know you
Or I should say don't approach to make friend with me
U make me sick
My feeling is been mess up
Maybe we should not know each other
Hope is given
At the same time,it is taken away like the lightning
That is cruel !

*From now on,I will escape from u.I wun let myself fall into it as I know it is impossible. Since that moment,I get what u mean & I know how to face u*

Bad moment

Everything seem not going well recently
-my new hp battery got problem
-pay extra money to buy lens as I broke it
-almost everyday headache & gastric

Why--why--why?
My friends say my face look pale & sick
I really got no *semangat* to do anything at all
I just keep sit there dreaming
Empty my mind so that I no need think anything
Many *xin shi*
That no one know
But it show on my face
I didn't know until i was told by frens
The most i worry one contribute to my gastric
Damn!
I got no idea
I feel tired with my life now
No one can cheer me up
I m just moody & emo recently
*idk why*
I m just like air where no one care my exist
Only my blog. I write for myself only.
I write out my heart

The Day I ashame

I was sick of myself today! What wrongs with me actually,might be my nerve is improper function. I thought it was the waste & I wash it off. But,it was the sample that me & my group members prepare for two hours!..At first,when I wash off I didn"t actually reliase until I walk back to my placeand can"t find my sample. I was stung there few second as Idk what should I do..I tell huili about that...she was laughing at me...*luckily she dint blame me for my silly-ness & crazy-ness*. I really feel ashame of myself! How could I do such silly stupid crazy hopeless thing...* i guess i couldn't forget it in my life*
I told my lecturer about it. *with very big courage as I prepare to be lectured/scolded* . He didn"t scold me but instead laughing at me. Asking me to treat it as a lesson. Thanks Dr.Ng...I feel so sorry for my group members. I apologise sincerely..please forgive me. Although I know u guys didn't blame me for it. But I still feel so bad..maybe I will feel better if u guys blame me. I feel so guilty about it. I swear I will be careful & with full concentration next time. should be affect by my gastric too...*drink too much green tea in sushi king*...the medicine is not usefull at all..I stil pain-ing now.....><...please take good care of your gastric while is still healthy..dont end up like me...

Thanks for everyone comfort & even my lecturer...Dr.Ng not even didn't scold me but ask me dun take so serious about it..* your fren look so sad about it,,luckily i didn't scold her if not she sure cry* said by Dr.Ng...I really feel like crying as I feel that I m useless....I waste my frens effort & time...I really get so emo about that. *even now*

Bla bla bla

One word to describe me now - TIRED. Is seriously tired from physical & mental. Midterm test is finally over today. I was like the bird that been release from the cage! Seriously,,,as it took 1 month time. BUT it seems final exam is coming in 1 month.! arghh.......>.<......start revision again?!....Oh No!....I was tired with this type of life. What to do?since is what I chose...@@@@@...Times really flies....How I hope I can have a time machine,get back to the time when I was small,no stress...just eat,play,sleep,,,,not like not! Many things to stress.......

This week gonna be alone week. First time mum & sis is not around.,left dad. He got his own stuff & friends..I was like finding friends for hanging out....as is boring. make me think of a song...*lonely,,I'm mr lonely,,,I had nobody.........* Seeing my friends around,,,sometimes really envy a she with a he beside her....=p

ps: just write out my heart as is difficult to *store* inside..

Scary Creature

Humans is a scary creature
Where he/she can change the behavior drastically
From a stranger to friend to best buddy
OR
From best buddy to friend to stranger
It just happen in the real life everyday at anywhere
*I guess so*
When it happen to yourself
What most people will do is - do not accept the fate & escaped
*fyi,I m that type of people*
Unless he/she is not worth for you to put on effort to grab back the relationship
How if he/she is a important person to u?
I mean if he/she can affect your mood & thinking
After you know what he/she done,changing in behavior?!
If he/she is just ordinary friend,
well,,,,who cares?!
But if he/she is important to you?!
I've been betray by my very good fren before
I scare the same thing will happen again
I can't afford to face that again
so,please don't my frenz.....
From that day onward,
I'm afraid to be familiar with new fren
Not that I m ego or not friendly
I just scare I will be hurt one more time
It really hurt!!
Unless I can feel the sincerity of he/she really want to be friend with me

This is same to when a boy want to know a girl
If a boy is not sincere to a girl
Is just of *yi shi chong dong*
Then should stay away from that girl
If a boy really like a girl
Be brave & confess
But not always *hua yan qiao yu*
What does that mean then?
Real or just the boy is flower
To me,girl should not be *zhu dong* one

I will still be friend with new friend
BUT
Is JUST friend.
I got phobia
I glad to have all my friends now!
Thanks friends!
U guys make my life more colorful
Treasure all your you have!

Random

I did heard about the toughness of this subject during last sem from senior. I can say,is really difficult.* this only apply to lousy student like me.!* I did try my best to learn & memories..I know I did study that but when I want to write it out,it just disappear.......dun koe where it gone. Just missing in space. Is it a kind of waste?!...I know i shouldn't think that. STUDY is our responsible as a student. *study good.........,the more u study the more secure your life............,* U will often heard this from the elderly...I didn't denied. But to do so, u need to have a great desire & interest. I dun think there is anyone interest is study...I supposed. At our age,we often think working is better but worker think study is better. Well,,,,,,this is human. We will never satisfied what we have. We often think other people is better than us in everything. So do I.....What we see sometimes is not reality. There might be another story behind it..


Lastly,I wanna wish my dad, Happy Birthday Dad! Wish u stay healthy and happy.!
*what a coincidence today is his Chinese & English birthday* well,it seldom happen,hope it will bring lucks to him. =p

Nonsense

This is the place where I throw all the things out from my deep heart. Well,,I guess no one bother to read my blog or know the existing of it..*as is not interesting & my language is just so so* It might be a good things?!....I guess so....Is midterm test again!..today is the first subject,one more on friday.2 more after midterm holiday=no holiday for me..how sad is it.T.T...the most I hate is I tend to forget what I learn when I sit for exam..The idea is there but the appropriate term is just out of my mind. I did try my best but......everything will have a *BUT*...how good is it if everything are just of what we dream what we wish what we want what we hope...God give a lot of challenge for everyone of us..it depend how u treat & see it....I admit I m not a strong girl...when I face problem, I only can tell two of my best friends..I really glad to know those two gals..my life will be sort of something without them....and recently people tend ask *why are u single?* I ans: sometimes is good to be single. Well,,,it still depends.....

Ps: just being emo

Outing Day

Gonna post yesterday's outing. Chele meet me up at my place & off to Enter K at Crown. I m quite excited about it...lmao! *maybe waiting to sing *wei ni er huo* since last week*lolz....I think the price is reasonable..for students they charged rm15 for 4 hours(11am-3pm) with lunch & a drink provided. Both of us sing for 2 hours plus as the other 3 - jj,charles & derek were late..lolz...
*ist time went out with them,,,wuu....feel weird & bit uncomfortable at ist*feel shy to sing at first, but when the singing mood come~~~who cares?!...hah....

After that, we went to Swinburne carnival. *thanks for jj ride*. They were celebrating the 10 years for the campus in Kuching. Went to the stalls a while & off. *lots of bbq smoke & make my nose allergy* End up went to auditorium watch game competition. Is cool inside,i like it!=p Went to chillipepper for drinks & of coz chit-chat...*thanks for charles drinks* Is almost time for chele to leave for church..so we all went home..meet 3 of them up at Basaga during night as i just some where around that area. Basaga is a nice & romantic place...lolz....but the drinks are too sweet for me. For those who like sweet, there you go.=p

Ps: well,,,is a quite fun outing with new frens....=p

*the-only-pic-taken*

*the siblings*

Birthday Post

*reserved*

Celebrated Pro's bday at Basaga
Is a nice place!
*thumbs up & recommended*=p
Is a surprised party initially
But,,,,,,
*there is always a *BUT*
His alertness make him know earlier
*I even know when u guys start plan* said by pro....lolz
Hope he enjoy the party! =p

birthday cake

happy bday~~

make a wish,,,,,,make a wish,,,,,,,

the bday guy's food - Fish & Chips

group photo =p

capture while waiting fuds....

smile...=p

the two small kids...hah~

Birthday Post

November Birthday Guy
Here comes Dr Moritz....
As his bday is on 17 September
Our class plan to give him a surprise party after our lab session
We do invite all biotech's teacher and stuff
We were rushing our experiment to be done as fast as possible
Me & huili rushing to Delizze to collect our pastry
Ms Lau & Dr Ng cheat Dr Moritz that there are some officer coming from Sg
To ask him meeting together at meeting room...lmao!
He got cheated....our plan sucess!=p

Birthday cake

*blow blow blow*

smile,,,,,,=p

omg,,,,,this is cute!

present from teacher's and us for Dr Moritz

cutting-the-cake

everyone is capturing.....*smile*...

delizze's pastry

Foods..............

One Malaysia...=p

Me & Dr. Moritz

the organizer....lol

Big Family.....=p

Hope Dr Moritz enjoy it!
And big thanks for all lecturer and stuff cooperation.!

Random

September - Lots of function and of course is Raya! Selamat Hari Raya to my Muslim friends.=p Yesterday, went for visiting for almost whole day. Eat & eat & eat.......>.< *it means i gonna put on weight..T.T*. The most important thing is that My homework,report,notes gonna as high as mountain! Oh My Gosh!!!!!............ Things I haven't do, *chemistry & biochem report, biochem ex , biochem notes, revision* @@@@@@@.......can someone help me please?! Time really not enough A blink of eyes the times come to afternoon, another blink bring u to the evening. Going visiting again today & tomorrow. zzzz.... Tomorrow night another gathering at Elephant. No time for my work. BAD HABIT! I should get rid as soon as possible. Is coming to week 4 and there will be test for all subject in week7. DIE

Damai Trip

Is Damai Trip again, usually nothing special. After all just beach & water. But is quite different this time as I went with new friends.=p *some I met once or even I never meet before* Been invite by Andrew (fm's fren) for joining them. At first, I really feel uncomfortable as this was the first time being with them. No topic I guess....=p As 5 of them are high school frens so.....lots of stuff to talk & play. After a while chilled with them, I getting better with them. Esp, Doris, she is a sweet & lovely gal....same to zen zen, a easy going gal...=p...I m happy to know both of the sweety =p Another guy, Dexter, he is a shy & quite guy to me. But he does play poker with me...lolz. Andrew,quite familiar with him as went to KBox few times tgt..Fm, no need say....*is a bai mu fren*. Can say I only most familiar with him but he play himself there... Dint care me...aneh d fren...aduh==

Ps: I m sorry if I let u ppl thk I m not frenly as I m not that socialable. I need time to get to know u all.=p

* Photos *

Outing Day

Don't Play Play

Phua Chu Kang is back!
Yesterday was the movie first day shown in cinema
Went to support with huili
*yet is the first shown session* lolz
And is ONLY five people watching including two of us....lmao!!!
As usual,is a laugh movie
But the ending is sad >.<
Drop by swinburne after that
Settle some stuff
Then went to Causeway Bay
*idk is that meal called lunch/dinner*
A nice day hanging out with my noob dear =p

First day schooling

First day of schooling
Every corner in campus is full of people
New comer & of course existing student
*meet a cute guy,,,i guess is junior*=p
Not much for every class
Just introduction of the subject
I can feel the STRESS ady....
All subject is so difficult
Even lecturer say so.....
I cant imagine
I just hope I can pass all subject
The most worry me is chemistry 2
If u fail,
*touch wood*
U cant proceed further...>,<
*BIOTECHNOLOGY*
*BIOCHEMISTRY*
*MICROBE*
*CHEMISTRY 2*
U are stranger to me
But I will try my best to know u soon!

Let it down

When i start to put down & slowly forget,
.........Appear AGAIN.....
Haiz.....WHY?
Why u cant leave me?!......
I make me torturing....
I hope i can walk out from that..
I try......
I really try......
I almost can do it......
But fail again this time....>,<

I will try harder harder start from today!

bla bla bla

Holiday ended
I should be prepare for school
But how come I feel lazy?!
I easily get used to certain condition
I dun like holiday in the beginning
As is boring
But now,I enjoy staying alone at home
Whole day at home dint speak a word
Some how I love quiet
U can relax your mind & have a peace one =p
I m still in holiday mood
I should do something on it
TIME can really change lots of thing
Change the one who dun like holiday become in love with it
Change the one who usually talk become quiet
Change a outgoing person become an introvert
WAKE UP!
Its time for STUDY!

Awesome great trip

Day1 05.08.10


Huili pick me & mum up to airport
*Thanks to her as dad is working*
Arrived in KL around 2.30pm
Got taxi ticket going down to KL
The taxi is the lousiest most rude that I have ever seen
After checking in for the hotel
Had a rest & clean up our-self
That is the time I am waiting - SHOPPING
*as lots of the mall is having great sale* So,why don't? =p
BB Plaza, the ist destination
Grab some clothes thereIs cheap but the material just so so
I should say BB Plaza sell trendy clothes
So,who ever want trendy clothes there it is :))
Mum was rushing me as she can *hear* her stomach is *calling* her
So walking down to Lot 10 visit my favorite eating place

GUESSS WHAT???!!!
KL SO small......
I met Vincent with his parents in Isetan...lolz lolz
Mum's fren, Number meet us up at there
Having dinner together
Nice & yummy!Number suggest put the thgs that we bought back to the hotel
Went to Pavilion after that
Heading to GSC to bought movie ticket
Boo~~~ my ist time step in cinema in Kl...lolz
*The Sorcerer Apprentice 10pm*
Continue our job *shop* lmao!Grab some stuff too~
Snowflake.....tada.

Get back to hotel & rest


Day2 06.08.10


We wake up at 6am early in the morning
Preparing our-self to ceremony at 8.30
At Hong Leong Bank Head Office
To avoid traffic jam we went out earlier
As is still not yet time
Mum suggest to have coffee at the near by Coffee Bean
I can see a lot of scholar when I reach the place
The ceremony end around 12 noon
Had a quick lunch there as they are serving

After that went to KLCC
Its been 9 yrs I dint been there
*although I go Kl quite frequent*
The main reason is to buy RotiBoy
Hahaha....nice! I miss it
Rushing back to hotel for check out
Move to Sunway area hotel
As I going for PS Man Malaysia Promo
yeah yeah,,,,so *ngam* the time
8.30pm at Sunway Pyramid
*again is been 9 yrs I dint step in there lolz*
I can see lots of people were standing there since 7pm+
I bought the original movie in order to get their autograph =p
As usual,before the artist out
Mc will playing mingles with the fans
They arrived on time! jing ye.....
Everyone screaming like monkey.....haha
*so do I :)) *
I was so so so lucky been chose by Blue up to stage and play game!!!!!
It was like Dreaming! Unbelievable! =p
Everyone looking at me with their envy heart =p
* I guess*
Sui Tang do choose 2 ppl up to stage

The game

*Blue & Sui Tang each with 2 fans. 1 fans from each group be the *noticeboard*. Blue & Sui Tang each with 1 fans paste the sticker with answer to the opposite group fans. *can paste with trick so that is not easy to discover the answer* After that, MC ask the related question about the movie. Each group member have to find the answer from their group member which is paste by the other group member. The one who ist press the bell & ans is the winner*

Our group, which is Blue group lose
Guess what??!!!
Sui Tang paste the sticker at the bottom of the slipper of my group member!
Haha....sua xin ji......
4:5 Sui Tang group win
Their group member can get the PS Man tee.....so good!
Well,,,,we do receive the poster from Blue!...=p
Blue action, yan sheng, spaeking style are still the same as in movie
Handsome cool guy
Pretty gorgeous gal
We do take picture together on the stage
* I was on the newspaper 2 days after that...lolz*
Coming to autograph session
Not so many people
I guess due to the price?!
When Blue saw me up there get autograph
See me with the familiar yan sheng....*eye greet*=p
When they are leaving
Everyone rushing to their way
But they use the security door to leave
I really happy excited!
Lucky & Fate explain everything
I never think that I can meet them
And even on stage with them


~ PICTURES ~

*blue talking to imma* wow!

*blue autograph*

*sui tang autograph*


Day3 07.08.10


Had breakfast with mum near the hotel stall
American breakfast cost RM5
Is cheap rite?!
*2 sunny set-up,2 sausages,baked bean,1 piece of toasted bread and a piece of ham*
Went to Pyramid till 12 something
Then went back hotel & prepare for check out
I wanna say there is still good taxi driver in KL
A late 60's Chinese uncle
Saw him outside Pyramid there
So I ask mum to approach him
Whether can send us to airport
Well..he is a punctual,polite nice uncle
Next time we will sure find him again if we want a taxi
A friendly uncle who chat the whole journey to airport with mum
Same flight back with Pn Missey & Vincent wif his parents..lolz