In my mind

*I m just voice out my opinion*

People say 21st century,gals & boys are equal. We have RIGHTS to do what we like,want. But, to me, it seems like gals have no right and qualified to like a guy. Well,unless a gal is dare enough to confess to the guy she like/love. Nothing wrong right? Guys are good, they can have the types of gal they like, so called *vege* as guy is the one who approach & confess. Instead, I admire those gal who ever or want to do that. U'r BRAVE, u fight for your love. But for guy who not dare confess, u'r juz SO WEAK! Come on, be a man! Who knows the gal like u too~~ For me personally, I NOT DARE. Even i like a guy, i will just pretend nothing in front him. He wont know I like him, unless my two soul mate betray me! *heeeeeee~~~~* I only dare to speak till the day before I die. *if i koe when i m going to be one day* At least wont feel embarrassed or uncomfortable when been rejected by someone or when meet each other as I wont meet again. If fail, later even cant make fren. Even worst~ Dun ever play over with someone!

Sad stuff

I think I blog myself & read myself

I got no Readers

Someone please read my hearts
*drop somethings if u do read my blog.appreciate*

Real or Not

I'm very sympathy to the incident that happen in Japan. Natural disaster that happen suddenly take away few thousands of people life. *R.I.P* The disaster just happen continuously from tsunami to earthquake to volcano eruption to radiation. It make me feel like 2012 or the end of the world is coming soon. >.< Zy told me the English *fa shi* said it will really something happen on 2012. T.T Hope it wont that bad. Pray Hard.

Feeling life is short,we do not know what will happen tomorrow or later or even the next minutes or seconds. We should treasure every moment & spent our life fully. Do whatever we want & wish *of coz is must be legal stuff*. Don't let our self regret. I told zy to do something for me if 2012 really happen & it attack here first. I don't have courage to do so, so it will be a secret in my heart forever unless...*touch wood*

I m Alone

Another day has gone, I'm still all alone
How could this be you're not here with me
You never said goodbye, someone tell me why
Did you have to go and leave my world so cold?

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone, for I am here with you
Though you're far away, I am here to stay
But you are not alone, for I am here with you
Though we're far apart, you're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone, why, 'lone

Just the other night, I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come and hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers, your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone, for I am here with you
Though you're far away, I am here to stay
But you are not alone, for I am here with you
Though we're far apart, you're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Oh whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And I, and girl you know that I'll be there, I'll be there

You are not alone, for I am here with you
Though you're far away, I am here to stay
You are not alone, for I am here with you
Though we're far apart, you're always in my heart

You are not alone, for I am here with you
(You are not alone)
(I am here with you)
Though you're far away, I am here to stay
(Though you're far away)
(You and me)
For you are not alone, for I am here with you
(You are always in my heart)
Though we're far apart, you're always in my heart

I just love to hear this song when i was emo. Getting more emo recently & I know is not good. No one, nothing can cheer me on. Lots of stress *assignment exam revision* I m fake! My face is smiling but my heart is crying deeply inside. *no one knows no one cares* I'm insecure. I m not like what the title of the song. I went to shout again today.

3.2.2011

Went to kbox today
With 'mummy', 'daddy', xiao feng.

I thought i can shout scream out my stress & emo-ness,
I really did at first,
but half way through,
suddenly been attack by serious gastric.
I didn't skip meal & i just no idea why!
I went home drink hot milk & take my med,
luckily i feel much more better.
It should be a happy day for me,
but end up I become emo.Haiz
and other stuffs too.
U know who u r

Recently,
I really tired,
either mentally or physically.
Distance is really a scary things
I got a lot of things to tell her
But i cant find her and tell her immediately
Mostly all my things i tell her
Desperate
Tired tired tired
A shoulder for me please?
I can only tell my blog
I think no one read
But this is the only place i can voice out my heart