The Last Day of 2011

Is the last day of 2011

This year really gonna be unforgettable year for me

In the sense of,

The difficult moment that I been through

*thedaywhereireceivethemsg*

Where by forcing myself to concentrate on study while going through the hell moment

Finally I get over it during that moment 

But unfortunately it came back

I will try to occupied myself everyday

*how sad is my life*

I try step out my first step

I really hope things wont get till that worst even we can't be back to good friend

Is that means I lost a good friend?

*which i dont wish*

I really didn't aspect this will be the way of settlement

Honestly,I m very regret to let U see the post
Can u pretend u never read before?
I read back again I dint say u hurt me
U misunderstand my meaning
  If not,everything will not happen and I can't even put u down until now. =(

Do u have the feel to get back tgt?
I want

Or u have new target ady?

And of course the Happy-Memorable-Cherish-Joyful moment I been through

I will never forget those few important days

*thedayifinallysolvemydoubt*

*thedayiwishtohaveit*

The moment when we are together

*although is just a short period of time*

I will keep that as my memory

Thank you for being with me

I cherish those moment. =)

The day when I checked through

Well is a challenge for me 

I will faced it no matter how

My health has showed it *red light*

Fainted in lab for the first experiment

Phobia

When Holidays Start

Holiday's start! Is the second day of it. After a year of hectic study pathway with 3 semester. The moment after exam, we went to celebrate Athan's earlier b'day. Next station - k11. Release the stresssss~~ And finally comes to night we went for Biotech club gathering at Hartz Chicken. *full* Overall was a happy & enjoy day..
*The only not perfect, my dear didnt join for k session and the dinner ><*

Biotech Club Dinner 161211

11 more days 2011 will be ended

We are welcoming 2012 soon! 

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Finally I managed to celebrate my zy bday! :)))

I cheated her that just two of us celebrate

*she really believe! rolf...*

 Flinders - the venue

Huili & Chele meet us up at there 

We surprise her by suddenly play Bday song and both the girls bring the cake up!

When the song played,

I still pretend like ntg! 

*eh,,,got someone celebrate bday also wei~ *

She din suspect & continue our chit-chat

Both the girls suddenly appeared! Haha!

She was like stunning & in the dun-koe-how-to-react-condition!

Yeshhhh! Success! 

And also Pamamili gathering! weeeee~

We gathered since yao left to aussie on Feb

Make wishes! XD

Happy 20th Birthday my precious Zy! <3

My loves one <3 Yao Huili Chele

Pamamili <3

Me & Zy :))

Eeeee~ haha...u one bite i one bite~ 

Yao & gek cool Chele :)

Two cute girls Yao & Huili

My dear :)

The yellow hair girls :)

again~~~ u one bite i one bite :))

Beautiful smile :))

hello hello~~ :)

Hehehe~ 

look at the busy texting girl :)

She look so happy there :)

B'day cake :)
*the candle dirty the cake lol*

Tiramisu :) *thumbs up!

Chele one's - Grilled Chicken

Bday girl one's - Fish & Chip

Huili one's - Chicken Maryland

My Chicken Lunch Pie 

Enjoy the night so much!

Hope we gonna have next gathering soon! :))

December

The month of December is Colourful!

Final Exam-Holiday-X'mas-New Year Eve

2 down 2 to go! Still got 2 paper on 14 & 16 dec. *hope everythg goes well* Pray pray~~ God bless me 

This year is really packed busy tired sem. 3 sem in a year, Imagine that! >< finally it comes to the end. Will be release from next friday onwards! 

Thing-to-do-list:

1. hanging out-play-eat-enjoy

2. dye my hair

3. dental appointment

4. facial

5. 360 celebration

6. KL trip XD

7. Cleaning up

8. CNY! *cant believe we celebrate next month* 

那些年我们一起追的女孩

Finally watched *you are the apple of my eyes*

*with my zy :))*

One word to describe 九把刀-bravo!

I guess he speaks out most of us heart

*i'm one of them*

The ist time feel like watch a particular movie again!

nice-touch-laughter-loving

The movie told us to express our feeling else u will regret

But,in reality,is difficult esp girls

*if the girls doesn't brave enough to approach ist & that is me ><*

(1) 每個男孩心中，都有一個沈佳宜。

(2) 戀愛最美好的是曖昧的時候。

(3) 我想成為一個很厲害的人，因為有了我，讓這個世界，而有一點點的不一樣。

(4) 而我的世界，不過就是妳的心。

(5) 我都以為我自己是個超有自信的人，但那時我才發現，原來在喜歡的女孩面前，我是個膽小鬼。

(6) 我喜歡妳，妳早就知道了啊?!

(7) 沈佳宜：「你想知道答案嗎？我現在就可以告訴你。」

柯景騰：「拜託，不要現在告訴我，請讓我繼續喜歡妳。」

(8) 不像考卷，所有複雜困難的問題，都能得到一個解答，真實人生裡，有些事永遠也沒有答案。

(9) 也許，在另一個平行時空裡，我們是在一起的。

(10) 沈佳宜：「謝謝你喜歡我。」

柯景騰：「我也很喜歡當年那個喜歡妳的我。」

(11) 如果柯景騰跟我告白的話，我會很高興的。

(12) 我可以再幼稚一次嗎？

1)分手，只需要一个人同意，但“在一起”，可是需要两个人同时认可才能作数。恋爱就是要这麼不确定才有趣，不是吗？

2)每个人推到上帝前的筹码不一样，回收的东西自然也不相同。这就是努力。

3)“一起回家”这四个字，不管在哪个生命历程，都有很浪漫的意义。

“一起”代表这件事一个人无法独立完成，“回家”意味著背後的温馨情愫。

第一次与你一起回家的人，你一辈子都不可能忘记。

4)每个人都有这样的经验。

不经意间听到某一首歌，某一段旋律，就会瞬间回忆起某段时光裏的自己。或大学，或高中或看见曾经在自己座位旁，那张用粉笔划下著白线的青涩脸孔。

5)青春期的男生可以在一百个人面前极尽丢脸之能事，还兼洋洋得意——只要其中没有他喜欢的女孩。

青春期的男生可以在篮下被盖一百次火锅，还觉得打篮球是件有趣的事——只要附近没有他喜欢的女孩。

青春期的男生可以因为成绩差劲、上课捣乱、跟墙壁说话，变成某种反其道而行的英雄——只要他不需要坐在喜欢的女孩的前面。

6)爱情不是人生的全部，却是人生的味道。

越是深沉的痛苦，代表曾经爱得越饱满。

每尝过一次爱情，都能获得无与伦比的勇气，在跌倒的时候吹拂伤口，然後重新站起。

总是以祈求著“永远在一起”的心意追求喜欢的女孩，是爱情之道。正因为如此，当我对女孩告白时，尽管还是被婉转拒绝了，依旧能义无反顾信仰著我独一无二的热血爱情。

7)每个女孩都是我们人生的烛火，照亮了我们每段时期疯狂追求爱情的动人姿态，帮助我们这些男孩，一步一步，成为像样的男子汉。

我们所要做的，就是再多喜欢那女孩一点。再多一点，再多一点一点。

只要够喜欢，就没有办不到的等待。

就可以一直靠信仰爱情，坚持下去。

8)不是尽力，是一定要做到。

9)如果爱情不能使一个人变成平常不会出现的那一个人，那麼爱情的魔力也未免太小了。

不是我们日夜祈手祷盼的，那种够资格称为爱情的爱情。

10)所谓的厉害，就是……

“让这个世界，因为有了我，会有一点点差别。”

而我的世界，不过就是你的心。

11)很有可能，爱情是人生中最无法受到控制的变项，这正是爱情醉人之处。

12)只要等到对的风，我就可以开始飞翔。　　

13)有人说恋爱最美的时期，就是暧昧不清的阶段。

彼此探询对方的呼吸，小心翼翼辨别对方释出的心意，戒慎恐惧给予回应。每一个小动作似乎都有意义，也开始被赋予意义。

走在一起时，男生开始留心女孩是不是走在安全的内侧，女生则无法忽略男生僵硬的摆手，是不是正在酝酿牵起自己的勇气。

女生迷上恋爱心理测验，男生开始懂得吃饭时先帮女生拆免洗筷的塑胶套。

一切一切，不只是因为自己想“表现得好”，更是因为自己的心裏出现一个位置，独属於地球上另一个人——那一个人。这种机率大约是，五十七亿分之一。

14)青春是一場大雨，即使感冒了，也盼望再淋一次。

15)一场名为青春的潮水淹没了我们。

退时，浑身溼透的我们一起坐在沙滩上，看著我们最喜爱的女孩子用力挥舞双手，幸福踏向人生的另一端。

下一次浪来，会带走女孩留在沙滩上的美好足迹。

但我们还在。

刻在我们心中的女孩模样，也还会在。

豪情不减，嘻笑当年。

开花不结果又有什麼 ? 是鱼就一定要游泳 ?

没有结果的爱情，只要开了花，颜色就是灿烂的。

见识了那道灿烂，我的青春，再也无悔。

ps: Agree with some of the sentence

wake up

What happen to me?

I got no motivated to study. :((

Wake up please!!!

Else u will dead!

Fate

Believe in fate?

Neither way other than believe

Fate likes fooling people

*like me* :(

Deep in her heart

Sick of Crying

Tired of Trying

yeah i am smiling

but inside

i'm dying

and no one knows

Can get back

2 person are counted as good friend initially

After some time they have feel to each other and finally tgt

Due to some reason

They broke off

Can they be back to good friend?

1 of them dun wan lose this good friend :(

her feeling

Honesty is the most important thg in between tat y she choose to say out. She doubt much. She feel like telling u her feeling after some time but she dun koe hw to voice out. u dun koe wat she need. All she need is caring...she thought she can no more lonely bt it seem not that true. >< She is a scare lonely girl. Mayb be dun like text & hanging out.as  she is disappointed and sad sometime coz they cant even meet for few days. She understand we all busy with our stuff bt text is the only thg she ask for. She know u r vry busy n she understand. Bt at least u can tel her u busy, dun let her keep wait n worry. She admire when she saw other couples outside. Maybe u still not that understand her & u need time so do her. BUT, she wants u to know she is happy and like to be with u.

Tired

Never have *free* & *relax* time

Although midterm exam is just over

Tonnes of assignments reports conference presentation

Waiting behind me

6 more weeks final exam is coming

Revision revision revision

Fatigue & stress

Tired with this kind of life

Feel like leaving & heading to somewhere alone

To a place with no one

Feel the peace quietness loneliness

How i wish time could stop at this moment

In mess

Time is all u need

U might dislike & try to get a distance from her since the day

U might difficult to overcome

As is just around u

Will try to avoid as best as she could

Look it logically

Nobody is wrong

The decision is on the person's hand

Not u & her can control

But still a bad feeling and sorry is there

Hope everything is fine soon.

A chosen pathway

I need be responsible for what i have decide
for what i have chosen
Hoping i have make a right choice!

生命威胁

昨天真是虚惊一场！连我自己都被吓着了，以为在也起不来了。看不见我的家人，朋友，老师。真的非常谢谢及感激老师和朋友的帮忙。要不是你们，我早就撞到头了，因为当时我在站着。如果摔下去，后果还真不敢想。T.T 我也不知道为什么眼前突然一暗便昏了过去。或许站太久了又或者虾的鲜味。他们用椅子推我到电梯，本来还想推我出大门但坚持不要。医生说血压太低，问我最近压力是不是很大。被猜中了，我压力真的很大，无形中的压力。我不祥也不能在承受多一次了。真的常谢谢那群朋友，还有你们的关心。希望不在发生了。

What should I do

The words the actions

Most people saying

Can u tell me what u r thinking?

I dont want make another mistakes again

Its enough

The moment when i heard it

I tell myself to stop doing it

Dun be so foolish & waste effort

As no outcome

What should i do now?

Maintain or step out?

I cant make decision

And I not the one

I m confused & miserable

The reality

Although compared to the others, they were more easier. Is out of my expectation though. But gave me the courage & confident to move on. I will do my best & put all the effort I can. I hope that wont be the second nightmare again. Just hope the time could slow down so that i need not have to face those moment. Will just happen in my dream =(

And I know that is impossible but how come the wish is still there. =(

A new start

New semester starts today!

Good luck to myself!

Tell myself: U can & try yr best!!! fighting!! :))

Be hardworking & dun give up

A brighter side is in front waiting u!

Happy Schooling everyone!

Myfirstbaking

I do grow interest in baking cakes, cookies, pastry, etc

Maybe influence by my cousins since i was small

They really baked good nice stuff!

*kinda miss it :))*

Finally!,

I learn to make

pizza! weeee~

Although is simple one but i feel satisfied.

I found someone who got same interest XD

*In preparing state & ready to be baked*

* mozzarella cheese, crab meat, mushroom, ham, sauces*

*After baked :)*

*looks not bad right? heee*

Tuna Pizza

Wanna try baked other stuffs next time

In learning process

Who wan teach me? =P

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Wilber 808

He came to Spring to promote his new releasing album

Honestly, I'm not a fans of his

*opppsss sorrryy* :))

A great chance to see him in real life

Why not?! :))

The voice & appearance look alike as seen in newspaper tv

Kinda fair & cute~

*for me la*

Sang about 6 songs with 3 dancing songs

*he brought along his dancers! cool*

Chele texted me said she was in bad mood so wanna grab some drinks. End up, went to somewhere near star cineplax. Andrew join us along too. After she back home, something happened. I feel so *wu gu* and cant say anything some more, if not i will make her more into trouble. *and-idk-y-wanna-involve-my-mum* I know is not c fault, i din blame her for that but i felt sorry for her. *ady-in-bad-mood-and-it-gone-worst-for-her* Honestly, i not dare to out with her, not i dun wan, is just i dun wan get myself into trouble despite is not my fault at all! and this is not the ist time i encounter this with the same person. I'm sorry but i just voice out my heart ><

A enjoy fun happy night end up become pekchek for the next whole day!

Take a Deep Breath

Winter semester finally comes to the end

A blink of eyes & 6 weeks gone!

Times flies & it flies faster every single minute

Gonna have 2 weeks holidays! :))

No plan on how to spend my holiday

Probably do what i love & enjoy!

I should prepare myself for the coming semester

A tough & scary semester :((

Dun thk much & enjoy ist!

Happy Holiday! :))

July's Fun

July Outing!

Let-the-pictures-speak :))

Venue: The Junk

*we got our theme night*

Checkered Theme

Enrica & Andrew

Me & Andrew

Me & Xen

Fiona & Enrica ♥

*they wearing couple shirt*

Corona Extra & StrongBow

Stripe Theme Night

Me & Chele

Eileen & Debrah

*the cousins*

Me & Fiona

Me & my mummy

when-i-got-ntg-to-do

Venue: Kado

Me Chele San Enrica

Me & Chele

Pretty gal-San

San & Enrica

Me & Chele

Honey with pearl ♥

Enrica & my sis

epic- act cute me

Enrica looks like teacher