What shud i do

EMB EMB EMB test paper
is given bac.....:((
i feel sad for myself....
Poor EMB results....aikx...
hate myself!!!! ishhh
wat is the factor?
nt used to teacher teaching?
OR....my own prob!!!
Hw i m goin to face my parents???.....
Shud i tel them?



feel lik crying when i received

Complicated feeling

When i ist saw it
I thk of sum0ne to tell
*his 'sis'*..lolz
My six sense tell me * is inside the pic
I was reli happy when saw it :))
*as i hv been long time din meet *
Bt....it las long a few sec
SAD is the feeling for then TT
Y i wil hv such feeling?
I dun koe...==
Reli depressed i m for nw
I can juz *KOE* u through sumwhere
Shud i feel *qing sin*?...@@@@
Wander where * study...
Aikx....><
Onli u can make me hv such *rojak* feeling


N i find the others too..><
Bt...oso.....haiz.....
Wat i can do is juz only *SEE*
*SEE* from far far far......

AIRPORT

Finally i went to school
After been infected by 'shingles' for 1 weeks+
*actually i shud'nt went to sch instead REST*
But.......at las i went too after negotiate wif mum
Hmmm.....mum didnt koe the real reason i wan to went to sch
*sorry for tat mum*
I did wat i want
Went to airport as my zhiying gonna bac to KL
I *hide* sumwhere near KFC to gif her surprise
*coz i tel her i m nt goin...hiak hiak*
She is surprise when saw me...yeah yeah!!!
The time finally arrived
We walk with her to the departure hall
I hug her!!! N say Buai~
*N i can see chele hug her dear so tight*
At ist i thot i wun cry or sad
Bt.........at the moment she walk in
A sudd SAD *attack* me
Tear juz *roll down* T.T
Dear tell me sumthg after see since tat *moment*
*u cant be lidat...everythg T.T emo after go airport to 'song' her..then nez time i dun dare to bring u go airport...n she sure dun wan oweys see u lidat then nez time she wun dare to let u go 'song' her*
Hmm......i wil try! bt i dun thk i can ><


*zhiying...promise me to take vry gud care of yrself* Miss u...




*N yest is the day tat all thg regard airport tat made me sad ><*

TOUCH

Finally i own my true friendship~~
My zhiying My dear My Gor
I reli very happy N glad to have u guys
Be along wif me to go through my though moment
U guys d *xin yi* i much appreciated
N thanks from the bottom of my heart~XD
U guys reli gif me a big surprise today
Home alone,,,,,
Suddenly heard *honk* in my room
iS Xiao Huang n Xiao Lan
hahaha.....
WAts make me more surprise is when SHE walk out from xiao huang
The one i wish to meet so so much since sun
Meet u finally!!!hiak hiak~~~




*Again tq to my dear n gor for tiz plan*
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH
for letting me to meet the person i wanted to meet most

Shingles

Its u
Made me suffer,torture,pain
Especially las nite
Hw gud it is if i can use a wooden to knock myself fainted
So tat i wun suffer lik almoz die
No one wil koe n understand hw i feel
it is the toughest moment tat i had been
Hw long shud i continue wif tiz type of life?
N cuz of u!!!!!
I cant enjoy my holiday
wic i m looking forward
after done with test n assignments
!!N cuz of u!!
I might nt able to meet my zhiying
*so sorry for tat..i so hope to meet u*

IS tat my life

Why Why Why Why???????
Why i get sick at tiz moment?
Y it happen suddenly?
It shud b a good n enjoyable holiday for me
After done wif test n assignment
Y treat me so unfair
Because of it
thk all my plan might be cancel
TT........><...:((
Izit no more hanging out?
no more visiting?
N the most important...
U is cuming bac
Can i meet U?!
I dun koe...
I juz dun understand
Cant u sick the other time?!
N y sickness lik me a lot?!

MOOD

Recently my mood change 360
Can suddenly become moody
Myself oso dun koe why
Prefer to stay aside alone
Let my mind full with thking
*But dun koe wat myself is thking*
For sure one ppl is oweys appear on my emo n moody moment
Juz cant stop tat.....

Two weeks

Finally i update my blog
Recently all my time booked by assignments
Wat a tiring moment it is
EMB test is having today
*well...i dun koe whether i can scold well..wat i can say is everythg wil b better if it is teach by my las sem EMA teacher*
Both of them is same- lecturer for EMB
bt y their teaching is lik sky n ground?!..><

HANGING OUT after test
*although i dun koe i can do well or nt in the test*
Juz feel tat it is the TIME for me to RELAX my TIRED mind
ISt time wac movie in MBO wif 2 gals n guai su su...XD
*half of the time i m covering my eye wif my ah vest....lolz*
Waste of MONEy.....:))
can consider it is FUN!!