Bad

I scare to be alone
Especially i feel like no frenzz around me
Doin anythg alone is suck
Esp shop.....
Today is the ist time i hv tat kind of feeling
Feeling being isolated
Feeling i m *extra*
Feeling i cant mix
What happen to u,ying?!
I thot i can zhu dong mix wif ppl...hmm
*the real me - bei dong*
pamamili make me wun feel alone..

Is vry sad n down she is goin bac soon
n no time to meet up...TT
only her wil make me hv tat kind of feeling

Merry X'mas

Merry X'mas
Is the festival i like most besides CNY
I had a special and different X'mas tiz yr
huhu....XDDD
Dancefloor~~
Somethg happen tat make us lmao!!!
*I wil stil laff myself when i thk of it*
Its a memorable and enjoyable X'mas!

MESS

Had been told i had did it....
Many mess up in my mind recently
Final exam result gonna out nez month
Can i did well for it?.....
I m worrying the 2 subjects....
Although the one i worry most
Everythg wil hv the *BUT*.....
So...dun get happy too early
MPW final is cuming soon....
I thot test had juz over....
Its seem gonna study again
MEMORIES......
OMG!!!!...my weaknesses....
I dun koe how i m goin to deal with it....
Will go into degree in 3 months time
*provided everythg go on well*
Gonna face a new world...
New environment...new way.....
*Bored coursemate wil stil remain...><*
3 years wif them...imagine tat!!!!!
how i goin to take it....Zzzzz.......
A bored class n ppl doesn't attract me to class....
I thk i gonna miss those days very much~~~ ><
Lotz memories with them.....
Let all the memories company me in my nez 3 yrs life....

FrienD

*FRIENDS*
This word has a deep meaning
M oweys wandering does tiz world exist TRUE frenz?!
A fren: tiz world dun hv true fren..u shud make more fren lik me
Is tat true?!.....
I prefer 1 true frenz than 10 frenz....
Is not easy to get a true frenz....
I thk i hv a true fren now
I hope it is a real true frenz for me
As i ever hurt by sumone ><
I reli hv a scary feel to make fren now
To make a true fren
If she did the same thg to me as wat the other did
I reli not dare to make fren anymore


Its been long time i din meet u
My mind tel tat to say helo to u
I waving to u in car
But i receive such reaction from u
I shouldn't call u?!......
Is u betray me ist....

Puri Trip

Finally i went to Damai Puri :)

since 3 yrs i din been there
looking the star tat shine up in the sky
tat make me feel grate!
standing in the lobby staring at the wave
the depressing wave
we were fooling around in the pool
*the water gone into our ears*
playing the sand along the beach
*Lets go see monkey 2ml on 5am*
lolz...due to overslept miss the time to see monkey
*Tok heart* time wif my zhiying
reli enjoy the moment

y she can juz read my mind
thk she is the one who most understand me
*even then my family i thk..XD*
ist time outing wif my swins frenz...
is fun to be with :)
N of coz wif zhiying sista mum n yao mum
*thk both of them is bored as mum not allow tiz n tat*
*Safety ist*

sky n sea


the scene

calm wave

Back from pool

hei mu hao n me

i luv the hat :)

wearing the same tee wif her :))

the monkey hair :)

Like a pig

bai mu ming n me

bai mu ming n hei mu hao

hei mu hao n me

wif my zhiying:)

zhiying n hei mu hao

The black is gone

The sentence tat pop out from him
Reli make me happy n excited
To me i m grateful dy
As i try my best for it!
*congrat for yr *
I wana tel my mum for tiz
When she bac from work
But unfortunately
I received a call from my sis
'mum found out the car is lost"
OMG!!! I reli shocked n stung there!!
How come??!!
The car just park right in front of the bank
N there is a security guide there
Wander wat is the guide for?!

The one who stole the car will get the punishment from God!

UNLUCKY

It shud be a nice shop 2nite wif family
when we came out it is raining
*dad: u ppl wait here i go drive the car here.*
i dun thk i walk faz as i saw the floor is wet
bt i fall down n wet myself
hurt my back n leg
*it started to pain when i came back*
2 guys pass by n saw it
they did stop down n help me
thx for tat

Outing time

K Box yesterday!! XDD
*wif the h.m.h n b.m.m*
Been for sing K 3 times
yest is the bez i thk...
as i reli gt *try my bez* to sing
all of us *piao* there....lolz...
Goin for 2012 today...
Is juz okie for me....
Not as wat i aspected
bt...is touch..TT
Sampan...lolz.....

*enjoy the two days outing...memories!*

Back to the original you

I m juz wandering
hw cum euu change yr mood suddenly
I thot euu r the new euu dy
Wun get bac to the original euu
bt it seems not
euu juz tel me u r blank
i m sure sumthg is on yr mind
Juz hope u cheers up soon.. XDD


Hope to find the new euu bac soon!

Ist Step

21.11.09
Its my ist....
My ist step been there
XXXXXXXX
I find the answer for my curiosity..XD
*i m like a new comer to the world*
Wana tq to my frens who bring me
N their *protect*...XDD
*hei mu hao,bai mu ming n ah cek*
Let me have the feel of safe
I did enjoy~~

i thk i did spoil the guys mood
reli sry for tat...
*as much time i juz sit there
so they r company me there*
mayb they had more enjoyable if they din bring me

Big Gather

Its been ages
Our big Chiam's family din gather around lik tonite
As tonite is my God mum's 70th Bday!!...XDD
Happy Bday Mum
*although some of the relatives din turn up..aikx*
I wander when was the last time..
Wow...COOL!!!
Although we dint meet up each other frequently
Somehow there is still have a topic goin on
Tat's great!!
*esp my mum...chat wif my cousin..aunty..uncle*
*tat is her!!...sociable*
Holding a glass of wine moving from one table to another
Chatting with her bro n sis
Tat is my~~~~Dad!..XDD
Guess wat?!.....
My dad teach me to drink wine!
Imagine tat!!!...i reli shocked at ist
*although is juz red wine*
*trying 4 different wine from Aus...XDD*
All i can see the whole nite
Is the flash!!! XDD
Lots of professional camera around
All aunty n uncle gather to took picture as memories~~~
Most of my cousin are busy taking photo!!gaha....
Hahahah...i did it!!!!
Speaking in front of the crowd
Is not as nervous as i thot! :))
Company by my beautiful cousin and her angmo husband!
Cool angmo!!!.....


I receive a set of Body Shop present from my cousin in sg..XDD
My favorite!~~Body Shop


I m looking forward for the next Chiam's big family gathering

Can or Cannot

Can I?
EFFORT is the prove
Let God decide for me
As long i dint let myself regret n let myself feel sorry
As long i try my best
Hope God wil grant my wish

Shiwoyaodema

gengcaizaichelitinglenishuodehua
turanjianjuedenashibushiwoxiangyaode
wodaodiyoumeiyouxingqu
danshijiranwoxuanzhele
jiumeiyoutuilule
zhihaowangqianzhou
danwokeyizuodaomah..
suirangwometiankanqilaihenkaoxing
qishixinlishidiantaode
zhishimeiyoubiaodachulaieryi
kaoshiyaodaole
wozhendezhunbeihaolemah
haishihaizaiqidianeryi
woyaozhenyangmiandui
meiyourennengbangwo
zhiyouzhizi
youwuxinzhongdeyali
wobuxiangrangtamenshiwang
danwokeyima



*ist time post wif tiz language*
not get used to,....lolz....

A sudden change

Sumtimes i dun koe wat myself is thinking
*EMO again*
juz happy~ing n doing ex...
suddenly my mood change 360
juz coz of *the act*
wic make me dissapointed n sad
telling myself:
*i shud koe wat i shud do n wat i shouldn't
i shud koe wat is the rite time to do the rite thg
i shud wat is my goal
i shud koe i shud wrok hard to achieve*
N...I SHUD forget u??!!!

The thing that wont happen in reliaty

When the dream seems juz in front of me
It disappear as smoke in air
Wat shud i do with it?!
Try harder or gif up?!
I reli get fed up with it!!!
*i gonna disappointed sumone esp my mum*
Wat can i do?...no idea
2 more weeks to go..
I shud spend it wisely...
It shud be time for study onli...
but...gonna left my classmates dy...
honestly i reli feel sad n *she bu d*
I dun koe y i hv such feeling
juz wanna hang out n having fun wif them~~~
*my dear..my engtao...fabian...fook ming...ah cek...n more more~~*
but...i can play fully as i wil thk of exam is cumin soon!!
i m in the dilema...
can i do both thg at the same time?
the feel of lik leaving f5 is cuming soon
I dun koe why...
las sem we all not even hv any interaction
why can suddenly so fren!!
cant imagine tat...wow!!
MPW timetable is out....
My dear is not same class with me!!!
N fook ming kah leong oso...sob sob
I hope all the ppl can be in the same class again nah
As nez year we all gonna go for our own course
Why cant juz let us being tgt for 2 mths plus?
the reality is cruel...i hv to accept it!
God did not grant my wish..><


EMO me
I koe everyone not lik it
I guess...esp my dear
Fab: y u lik being emo?be happy everyday lah
I wish too~
It seems tat nthg can make me happy
Being wif my buddies is one of the thg i can happy
esp wif those *shot shot* d,...XDD

Trafic Light

Trafic Light~~~
The place i nidda *concentrate* on *zhu yi* XDD
Cool chin!!! hahahz.....
*the pai look reli engtao*
Swinburne~~Jalan Mendu~~~Jalan Ban Hock~~
I thk i gonna hv gud mood

Wonderful Saturday

After having breakfaz in old time
Went to lib wif chele n dear
Spending 3 hrs doin EMB...
*not manage to finish gok*
Otw pick up fab n heading to boulevard
wana buy earphone...XDD
shop around the mall....
bought a body glove tee...gaha...
*Cool BlacK*
*Lets go upstair...a lot of thg to play*Said fab....
hahaha...PLAY.....my favourite
Lolz...i rei crazy ehh..play with watever....
reli sia soi lah....lolz....
As memories nah~~~
I reli long time not so happy dy
*Tq fab n dear*
*Both of them make fool of me*
*Tag me so many NOOB n Sia soi pic in fb*XD
Guess wat???!!!
there is blackout the whole mall

N...the most shocked me!!!
Fab can play piano so well
*he say he learn 1 yr nia*
*Dear say he is even pro than her*
Wow....i reli din aspect tat...XDD
Love music guy....

I receive a msg form my cousin
She wana me help her do a favour
Speak in front of hundred guest
Wow...is reli a bid challenge
Well....i hv to say YES as is my God mum 70th Big Bday
*hw i m goin to deal with it ehh*

Challenging n Exciting Day

Wuuu.....finally!!
She allow i drive out wif frenzz..XDD
Went many places....
Meet wif XYB in 175 nearly 12.30pm
Heading to swin at 2pm
Meet fabian n xen
Thot of play badminton at MPH
bt...we cant manage it as no booking ><
Then we went to Winter Court
Drive through 3rd mile..MJC...Stapok
Along the journey
I can hear lots of *instruction n warning* lolz
*Dun drive too near the longkang*
*why no signal when u wana turn*
*there is bump in front*
*yr parking fail lah*
Honestly i reli learn a lot today
*Tq to fabian..xen..n my engtao Gor*
I prefer to hv frenzz to guide me rather than family
As they wun suddenly shout or scream
*lidat will make me nervous lah ><*

Hahah..its been long time i din play badminton
Noob Noob d me....
Worst than lil kid there...oppss...
Bt its fun.....

Exciting Day

Today i be the driver for whole day
Surprisingly mum allowed XD
Been to many places
Go through new challenge
Well i learn a lot

2ml gonna be a big challenge day
Driving out wif my frenzz....lolz
they all gonna be my sifu...haha
wuu wuu...lookimg forward
Gud Luck to myself..XD



*Again trafic light is tat place
the place tat can make me happy from emo*
Weeeee..............XDD

The truth

I m dissapointed
Disappointed with myself
I thot is easier n i sure can do it
Bt the fact prove tat i m nt
Wat i thk is juz my imagination
Is nt a reality><
*she koe theory but nt practical*
i agree wif tiz...
feel lik giving up?!

*she nt allow me alone with it
then hw i m goin to learn?*
wat is the point of u ppl spending money???
if it is lidat....
i reli dun koe wat she thk....
I guess i m NOOB
tat y she doesn't hv any confidence on me

I try my best

Spending almost the whole week doin emb revision
Finally the exam is over
yeah....!! XD
*although i don't koe the way i do is correct mah..><*
Nw hv to spent the time doin 2 assignments..
Duh duh........
Final exam is cuming soon
I tell myself gonna start the revision
*can i do it?!*
*i hope so..as i dun wan repeat my emb*


Gonna spend my weekends wif frens doin assignment
*sure fb~ing if laptop is wif us in wifi places*
hohoho...dear sure wil *tiu* at us...:))

Random

M i too over?
Hmm...i guess so...
Letting her wait in car for me for bout 15 mins..
I reli apologise for tat
*so so sorry*
I promise i wil nt do it again
As not everyone will did te will have the intention to wait me so long XD
*thk no onat for me...mum?mayb.*
mayb i shud learn nt to escape from the rain
juz feeling myself is useless
even a small rain wil cause me headache..><



wanna tq fabian for driving me to the carpark
N tq for his small umbrella...XD
*wic protect me from headache*
as it is down pouring....
N tq for xen burger...XD
*he adhere to his promises to pay*

Fate decision

FATE is the one tat decide
I believe in fate


The place where i saw u is oweys near sch XD
*bt i dun koe whether i m happy or sad*

Heavy week

All the thgs recently juz make me cant breathe
Assignments...Test(EMB)....homework
The most tat make me frustrated is EMB test
*gonna include chapter 3&4*
*i can say chapter 3 i m blur...><*
hw m i goin to sit for the exam tiz sat?
*gonna die for it*
HELPLESS
4 more days to go....==
Time is not enuf.......><
Nid to spend time on Inno too...
presentation nez mon
N.......our group is the ist!!!!! OMG
*all the ppl rampas to chose the no...
n left one onli so we gt it..== is not fair*
Who koe........is 1
No 'sample' for us to 'refer'...><


F.A.T.E. is the one!
Who decide everythg....
Everythg in my life......
Shud i forget.......?

Gone forever

Yesterday morning
Receive a msg
*girl,call me when u r free*
After i make tat call
I was extremely shock!
I cant believe wat i heard! TT
My neighbor nez door pass away TT
Before she left here to sg
She told us tat she wil be here after 1 yr+
as she is goin for leg operation
we all feel *she bu de* as she n her husband wil nt in kch for tat long time
she is kind,frenly n helpful
help us to take care houz when we r nt around
reli appreciate wat she had do
juz koe from my mum
the aunty got cancer
she left forever............
may God bless her soul...
n rest in peace..





*Life is reali fragile
we cant koe or predict wat wil happen to us tomorrow*

Ist time

Wuu.......i cant imagine tat
I challenge myself to wac the scary movie..XD
Ist time in my life i wac tat type of movie
*Sorority Row*
The sound is freaking me out!!!!
Thk i onli wac half an hr of tat movie..hehez....
*most of the time i m watching my scarf..XD*
*fabian pretend brave there..actuali he wac jacket too...gahah...*
I m wasting my own money..lolz...
wac jacket inside....><


At least i 'make; myself brave to wac...yeah...

Random

It's seem like i m free
Not at all!!!
Lots of works are on my hand now
Waiting for me........gosh!

1. English assignment
2. Innovation assignment
3. Chemistry assignment
*cuming soon*

The most that doubt me - EMB
More so the test is juz around the corner
I reli dun koe how n nt dare to face it
No one can save me................:((
I m the one who can only safe myself ><
Can I ??? I wander..........-.-

5 more weeks to go for semester 2
*can the time dun pass so fast?*
I m enjoy the time being
with......my classmates...my frenz....my buddies

Thinking

Recently she likes sitting alone
with her favorite song playing
*of coz is english song ya..*
thking thking thking
emo thking~
although she dun koe wat herself is thking.><
bt...she juz wan make her mind full of thking!
N.............enjoy DREAMING
*thk my frens wil get fed up wif me
wif my emoish....
sry for tat fren....*


Till today i wil stil defense for u
when other ppl saying *bad* thg bout u...
hmmm....y ha?! ><
is juz a natural act....
i wander when can i put down....
N who is the one tat can make me put u down

What shud i do

EMB EMB EMB test paper
is given bac.....:((
i feel sad for myself....
Poor EMB results....aikx...
hate myself!!!! ishhh
wat is the factor?
nt used to teacher teaching?
OR....my own prob!!!
Hw i m goin to face my parents???.....
Shud i tel them?



feel lik crying when i received

Complicated feeling

When i ist saw it
I thk of sum0ne to tell
*his 'sis'*..lolz
My six sense tell me * is inside the pic
I was reli happy when saw it :))
*as i hv been long time din meet *
Bt....it las long a few sec
SAD is the feeling for then TT
Y i wil hv such feeling?
I dun koe...==
Reli depressed i m for nw
I can juz *KOE* u through sumwhere
Shud i feel *qing sin*?...@@@@
Wander where * study...
Aikx....><
Onli u can make me hv such *rojak* feeling


N i find the others too..><
Bt...oso.....haiz.....
Wat i can do is juz only *SEE*
*SEE* from far far far......

AIRPORT

Finally i went to school
After been infected by 'shingles' for 1 weeks+
*actually i shud'nt went to sch instead REST*
But.......at las i went too after negotiate wif mum
Hmmm.....mum didnt koe the real reason i wan to went to sch
*sorry for tat mum*
I did wat i want
Went to airport as my zhiying gonna bac to KL
I *hide* sumwhere near KFC to gif her surprise
*coz i tel her i m nt goin...hiak hiak*
She is surprise when saw me...yeah yeah!!!
The time finally arrived
We walk with her to the departure hall
I hug her!!! N say Buai~
*N i can see chele hug her dear so tight*
At ist i thot i wun cry or sad
Bt.........at the moment she walk in
A sudd SAD *attack* me
Tear juz *roll down* T.T
Dear tell me sumthg after see since tat *moment*
*u cant be lidat...everythg T.T emo after go airport to 'song' her..then nez time i dun dare to bring u go airport...n she sure dun wan oweys see u lidat then nez time she wun dare to let u go 'song' her*
Hmm......i wil try! bt i dun thk i can ><


*zhiying...promise me to take vry gud care of yrself* Miss u...




*N yest is the day tat all thg regard airport tat made me sad ><*

TOUCH

Finally i own my true friendship~~
My zhiying My dear My Gor
I reli very happy N glad to have u guys
Be along wif me to go through my though moment
U guys d *xin yi* i much appreciated
N thanks from the bottom of my heart~XD
U guys reli gif me a big surprise today
Home alone,,,,,
Suddenly heard *honk* in my room
iS Xiao Huang n Xiao Lan
hahaha.....
WAts make me more surprise is when SHE walk out from xiao huang
The one i wish to meet so so much since sun
Meet u finally!!!hiak hiak~~~




*Again tq to my dear n gor for tiz plan*
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH
for letting me to meet the person i wanted to meet most

Shingles

Its u
Made me suffer,torture,pain
Especially las nite
Hw gud it is if i can use a wooden to knock myself fainted
So tat i wun suffer lik almoz die
No one wil koe n understand hw i feel
it is the toughest moment tat i had been
Hw long shud i continue wif tiz type of life?
N cuz of u!!!!!
I cant enjoy my holiday
wic i m looking forward
after done with test n assignments
!!N cuz of u!!
I might nt able to meet my zhiying
*so sorry for tat..i so hope to meet u*

IS tat my life

Why Why Why Why???????
Why i get sick at tiz moment?
Y it happen suddenly?
It shud b a good n enjoyable holiday for me
After done wif test n assignment
Y treat me so unfair
Because of it
thk all my plan might be cancel
TT........><...:((
Izit no more hanging out?
no more visiting?
N the most important...
U is cuming bac
Can i meet U?!
I dun koe...
I juz dun understand
Cant u sick the other time?!
N y sickness lik me a lot?!

MOOD

Recently my mood change 360
Can suddenly become moody
Myself oso dun koe why
Prefer to stay aside alone
Let my mind full with thking
*But dun koe wat myself is thking*
For sure one ppl is oweys appear on my emo n moody moment
Juz cant stop tat.....

Two weeks

Finally i update my blog
Recently all my time booked by assignments
Wat a tiring moment it is
EMB test is having today
*well...i dun koe whether i can scold well..wat i can say is everythg wil b better if it is teach by my las sem EMA teacher*
Both of them is same- lecturer for EMB
bt y their teaching is lik sky n ground?!..><

HANGING OUT after test
*although i dun koe i can do well or nt in the test*
Juz feel tat it is the TIME for me to RELAX my TIRED mind
ISt time wac movie in MBO wif 2 gals n guai su su...XD
*half of the time i m covering my eye wif my ah vest....lolz*
Waste of MONEy.....:))
can consider it is FUN!!

The Moment

Enjoy~ing three days holiday
Its great N fun N happy :))
Gathered wif 5S4 classmates
Having a nice moment in Day n Night Cafe
Chatting~Chilled~Eat~
Midnight movie~ I luv u Beth Copper
*Under age is prohibited* XD
Sat nite~ 175 wif my lovely buddies..
Wow~wat a wonderfunitel
Hope 4 of us can oweys gather
Some frenzz join in too
Bt we din manage to enjoy the Fish Spa
*Dear promise we wil go when yao bac again* :))
Shopaholic for the rest of the times..
haha...tats my favourite..
Again i buy clothes..hehez..


N...of coz...
i did my assignment n homework too! XD

n.e.w.s.p.a.p.e.r

*N.E.W.S.P.A.P.E.R*
which made me full with *mixed* feeling
assignment-the one made me no time for it
N i miss a important thg in my life
tiz is the las time for 18 yrs old ppl to participate
becuz of my own silly
it made myself regret for my whole life
as i never see before
hw pity n sad i felt for myself..><
N it wil never appear again
the las..n i miss it!!!!!!!!!!
who shud i blame? Ans:myself

School life

4 days since started new sem
Innovation is bored n lame
English is sleepy
EMB kill me
*i mis EMA~Mr Chai teaching*
Chem nid to *fasten seat belt*
i reli get fed up wif sum of the teacher


Eye is pollute too
meet sum of the ppl N times
the one wanted to meet in the end din turn up....

KILL

haiz....
wat we wish does not cum through
a new teacher for tat sub
our formal teacher is juz opp the class
hw i wish i could b there
tat teacher is responsible n make thg clear
juz wating time there
he dint even do some explaination or exp!!!
EMB kill me!!!

Chemistry~~~~
its has been a long time i din see tiz word
the ist lesson juz nw
n we r late...><
trafic jam...haiz...

Bac To Sch

tata~~~
the ist day for my sec sem
crowded in every corner of the sch
wie lots of new intake student
meets quite numbers of my classmates
meet yen fang too!!!
hope she enjoy the life style in swin~
well....i get bac to my formal classmates
its nt bad as we koe each other since las sem
its fun today
i enjoy n luv the lessons
*although eng is quite bored...hehez*
hope everythg wil go on well for the whole sem
*God...plz bless me!!*

Medicine

Sick.....is terrible:(
all i take tiz 2 days mostly is med
fever..cough..flu...sore throat...
stay at home all day long
slip.....
hope i can get well soon

Shock

Went to swin today
lots of renovation here n there
esp the bump!!!OMG!!!!
to me same places is stil well maintain
@@@@...y renovation is goin on?!
to welcum new intake?!lol
neway juz hope to get bac there soon

Wats make tat

I feel tired of my life nw
ntg can attract me
i loss my interested toward thg n ppl
brain juz cant stop thking every moment
bt..i dun koe wat i m thking
i reli reli tired!!

Tight face

recently....
i feel lonely n quite
i dun koe y
smiling face couldnt find from my face
when is the las time i smile happily
i wander.....
who can made me hapi??
X-0ne

Its the time

9am-the time to decide my life to be
i nt dare too see when i collect
wat can i do other than face the reality
its kinda hapi n surprise
i pass my overall result
tq God for listen to my prayer
i din dissapointed anyone
i promise myself to work harder for the cuming challenge
tat is the destination
where i shud pay ful
concentration
hard work
hope i can maintain it

A different Day

Chat wif Mas tiz nun
she ask me wana out tat time mou
of coz i wan....lol
tat is wat i wish n wan
prevent rusting n stop thking
we manage to went 4 places in 3 hrs time
hahah...its great!
the most enjoy is ~ Bing!!
polish our nail there
while enjoy our drink!
hah...its fun to b wif her
tq Mas...i have been long time nt hapi b4


*result wil b out on fri
hw to face it?
n hw to explain to them...*

sumthg for me to do?

doin ntg almost whole day
started since sch holiday
hw long does this live continue?!
i wander...
all i can do is juz
D.R.E.A.M.I.N.G
smile happily does nt appear on my face
when is the las moment?!
HINI causes all my plan to stop
aikx aikx....
hope the disease can b control soon

Is nt wat i thk

many thg is nt as wat we thk
wat we thk is juz a prediction
prediction is nt accurate
tats wat tell me i shud experience myself
in order to koe the real situation
it make me tired.......

F.A.T.E

today is the day i can get happy after she left
finali i start learning driving today
wuu.....ahah...
i was quite nervous n scare
driving on the road
i scare i wil b the 'obstacles' for others
after tat went lunch wif my buddies
move on to swin
quite a lumpsum of ppl go for register
its G.R.E.A.T. i b there
hahahahahhahaha
or else i shall b mizz it
still the *same* as before~

i m weak

i try to control myself
in order to face my exam
i thk i did
after tat my mind bac to las nite scene again
full of all the memory wif her
all the thg we did 2gether
she is the ist fren my tear for
"it" tell everythg
its holiday dy...
bt i dun hv tat mood
i wander y....hmm
mayb she is nt around i guess
God pls gif me strength to face it
my smile is onli the 'make up'
to cover the real me
i m a weak ppl
wil broke into pieces easily
i still nt used to without her
wat i nid is time


God
pls bless her wif lucks
n do gif her strength as she is alone there
tq.....

Take care buai

blink an eye
u r leaving 2nite
luckily i manage to song u fei ji
enjoy grabbing pic wif a gang in mcd


*wat r we doin?!lmao*

*cute yao wif my mum*

*ppl who goin airport*

*luk at 4 of us head!!lmao*cool!

its time to boarding!
*cum from yr dad*
tat word reli sensitive to me
tat is the word i wish nt to heard so fast
walking along wif u to the boarding side
i cant control myself when reach there
my tear rolling down
n when the moment u wan to hug me
i feel lik hug u tight2 n dun let u go
i reli sad!!!!!!!T.T.T.T.T.T..T.T....
tis is the ist time i T.T in airport
till tat moment u leave
i juz discover u r more n more impo than wat i thk
wat i can do is 0nly
* hug,wave n cry*


zhi ying
u hv to take vry gud care of yrself
n may God bless u!
All the best n luckz to u!
i m here looking forward for u to cum bac

D0n3

my ist presentation in swin

i vry nervous as nid to tok in front of so many 'strangers'
bt luckily everythg go on smooth as wat i wish for
lol.....XD
n magazine is finally d0ne oso
nw final exam is my full attention
n of coz............
i hv to grab everychance wif u b4 u leave
T.T..........n hope i can concentrate on my exam
on the day u leave

==

620 * Back to School*

juz bac from my ex sch~Kuching High
all around the sch we can see the banner
*Together we rebuilt Kuching High*
620~a special day for all highian n ex highian
n an important day for Kuching High
as one of the Fund Raising Activities is being organised
lots of activities are goin on
food sell,station game,exchibition,dances n
a singer from malaysia
*Danny温力铭*
had cum to support in the fund raising activies
*tq for his whole-hearted support*
all the scene in sch are mostly still the same
i have been a long time din been there
walking into the sch coumpound
*C.R.O.W.D.E.D*
the feel as i m kch high student is bac!!!haha
saw many of my teachers and frenz
each corner of the sch had a memorable thg
*ava window,canteen,toi,5s4,IT lab*
onli pamamili koe wat is my memorable thg it is of those places
hahah.........i reli miz my f5 sch life vry much
hope tat time can be bac again
as to me tat is my best sch life i ever hv
n i manage to take a pic wif danny
haha...XD
tiz is the ist time saw him!

* wif ~danny~*
i luk noob!

~ wif the DJ~
* i dun koe who r them jus take pic wif them..lmao*

A sudd sad

Link to yr blog

n saw yr new post
the content sudd make me feel lik T.T
wif the word *i m leaving soon*
koe u dun hv tat *feeling* to pack yr thg
*mayb u oso nt willing to leave?!* i guess..
bt u koe u nid to as there is yr future
a long long journey..

Disappointing

mayb i too care bout u
bt u seems lik......hmmm
mayb is i thk too much
*@@@...i dun koe*
waiting for yr reply
thot u din saw it
as i koe yr style
bt its seem nt
juz u dun wan to reply me
mayb u have found another one to dump yr 'rubbish'
i juz wan to help u resolve the prob if there is any
m i thot u wil tell me wat happen actuali
bt it seem nt
mayb u dun wan to let me koe
bt today everythg seems bac to normal dy
so....nvm dy
i will try to thk positive bout yest thg
i juz sad n dissapoint as u din tel me anymore as usual

All i need is TIME

hmmm.....
its seem like everythg we can buy in tiz world
bt it is nt time and frienship
to me
time is the solution for most thg
my assignment-magazine n front page
haizz....there are too much thg nid to b done within the short time
N......................
there is a big challenge waiting for me in front
WAT can I do?!
one of the most impo day is cuming soon in my life
some one special is goin to leave in 19 days
T.T...
i hope i can get use to it soon


some one special to me,

whether near or far aparts ,friens lik u hold a special place in my heart. U hv a way of giving tat lts others koe u r care...my life is more beau coz u r there..hope yr mind can oweys hv me no matter where u r..

wif wishes n luv,
ying *z.h.*

memorable

yesterday
my gor 18th bday
haha...we out from her houz bout 11am
*me,yao,huili,de n hui ovrnite at chele houz las nite*
we went for K n spring to pass the time
lol
at last onli me n yao went kado wif chele
its fun though

hahahahaha...
i was extremly hapi yest til today
nt onli hanging out wif frenzz whole day
bt i 'see' u...lmao
haha...saw yr different types of action
engtao..cutex..'wu nai' n of coz playful
hope to see u soon in the real life...

i wil oweys REMEMBER u

3.32p.m
i received a msg
*i received the offer letter ~going to inti nilai n wil be leaving on 1 july.*
sudd i full of sadness n depressed
i cant control my tears from cuming down-in the public
the day i dun wish to come seem to arrive soon
i hv to accept the fact tat u r doin to leave me soon
to continue yr further study

my dearest yao,

well....again i congrat u.start from tat moment i receive yr msg,my mind was full of our memories.
our 12 yrs memories..we had known each other for 12 yrs..our relationship is lik a rainbow,full of diff color wic stand for diff meaning.i cant forget the *sour.sweet.bitter.spicy* tat we had pass through 2gether.i thk cant find anyone to replace u in my life..n no one can replace u for nw n forever..as u r *t.0.w.m.u.m* in tiz world, even juz a signal u koe wat i mean dy..no matter hw far both of us, bt our heart are oweys 2gether!...nthg can change u r the ist one to koe my everythg..rmb tat i m oweys behind u to give u support,..to lend u my ears..i reli reli reli 'she bu de' u leave me as u r nt other ppl to me...bt u r impo to me in my life as my zhi ying n my sis..i wil try my bez to gt used the life without u..n promise u to try my bez in my final exam..N wish u ALL THE BEst!! Gud Luck~

with love,
ying

*hope u read my post tat r specially for u*

...hmm

hmm...i wander y u cant change..
i gt tired dy,,,
u din ask me to do the thg for u...
n u did yrself...
u angry me n dun wan tok to me...
its fine for me nw...
as i used to it dy...
i dun thk its my fault...